this is going to be a depressing post. happy people, please don't read.
its been awhile since i was last this depressed, and its not even about me!

see i have this friend, who likes this guy. thing is, this guy, we all know, is a huge ass. one moment he'll pretend to be flirty with her and everything, pretend he's a nice guy, and at other times he'll just ignore her, as though she's worthless. he has treated her like shit and i've seen her get upset about it, and there was a period of time she was trying to hard to not like him. she almost succeeded.

the guy's a huge flirt, probably does this to many girls, and yet, when he started being nice to her again, just a little bit nicer, she fell head over heels for him again. and it sucks. he'll like ask her out and pretend that oh he only treats her in this special way when the truth is he treats whichever unfortunate girl he decides to in the same manner.

she KNOWS that he's like that but she can't help it. i don't think she knows that this "he's getting nicer and nicer to me" is all an act, and i want her to see that. and if you know its an act, girl, why not say NO? if you didn't before this then please start opening your eyes and see the freaking evil behind him! if it hurts you that i'm suspecting all these when things seem like they're looking up for you, trust me, it'll hurt more later, if you find this out from him himself.

dear friend,
i hope you know its you i'm talking about. if you don't believe me and you don't want to listen then i don't think there's much more i can do to help. if it hurts, i'll be here. and if he is the one who ends up doing the hurting, i'll still be here.
i love you babe.

ps, tommy, thanks for letting me rant.

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